you are here, bloodletting. maybe. resource & portfolio & general dumbassery. of me, mary opal.
navigation above and below, haters to the left. in conclusion:
host.
I haven't lost interest in the site. I'm having a bad couple weeks though. I had to increase my dosage of the antipsychotic drugs I take. I've made several aborted attempts at new layouts but I can't quite make anything that works.
Thanks for sticking with the site though. Thanks to Spencer for being such a lovely host. Hopefully I'll pull myself out of this funk and add a new and interesting layout to the site.
Took my last exam! Free until the new year. I'll get to working on the site that I have neglected for so long. I've new icons and whatnot that I need to add. Also, my life had not truly begun until I first saw the video for Bad Romance .
slightly longer update . man i feel so jumpy right now, idek wtf. i'm a little tipsy but i don't feel tipsy i feel like jumping jacks, man. lol, i got all these feeeellliinngggs. you know what i realized? no, what did you realize. dude, i realized everything'd be better if i'd just embrace how much i hate the holiday season. like totes own it, yeah? so yeah imma confess; don't like Christmas, costs too much and makes me spend time w/ my mindfuck of a family. and i don't like Christmas music. i am the grinch. evs.
ICONS!!1!
i will eventually do the things i've been meaning to. absolutely. uh huh. i bet everyone whoo reads this is gonna be like ... wtf is wrong with this bitch.
jesus christ guys, my uterus is rebelling. it hurts. whine. there appears to be a lull in activity around these parts. maybe because I talk like a fucking moron. so it appears from that I did not make that shit up about images I saved on photobucket gettin' all sketchy. I'm moving most of the shit I had saved there over to tinypic ... slowly.
random fun fact. I don't cry much when I'm sad but I have cried at ever single wedding I've ever been to. even when i don't like the people, i sit there sobbing, going "THEY ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND THERE LOVE IS ETERNAL". the moral is: don't ever agree to come with me to a wedding. oh, and I'm off one of my medications. i feel feelings again. boom! (for those who are new i'm bipolar and had a breakdown a couple of years ago and am still trying to deal with it).
my bisexual - ness is swinging towards straight up lesbianism lately. idek. i want to marry karl urban and cheat on him with megan fox. or buffy. that is random and very tmi.
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